Higgledy-Piggledy

You were my painter
when my own self was confused
you painted me new

I felt ur presence everywhere
i felt my existence every little second
now that u have finished me and left back

i feel once atleast
i should see u painting me again
my life looks jumbled
come soon to put the painted pieces back.

Lost Paradise!

Along lifes road's i have always been a solitary traveller . Yesterday It was a darkest night of the year and i left for home from office. Unusually i saw a lonely road , a road i have never seen before though it was my usual route to home i had never seen that road ever before. The road was so beautiful with tall trees it looked as if there is no end for its path..Indeed it had been a very long time that my eyes could witness something beautiful and aesthetic like this on this hectic world ..captivated by that my legs started walking that way ...as i passed few meters i felt tranquil silence around.. With my mind crowded and thoughts skewed i never realised that am taking a unusual route which can never lead to my home.

As i walked i felt both my legs and mind were tired after a hectic day at work ..so i badly needed some rest .I saw a small bench made of redwood.I rested there and behind me i saw a pond with few birds beside twirping their songnotes ..in few second i saw moon checking its facial beauty from behind the clouds on that small pond .. my heart snapped everything together and there on mind i saved it along with my immortal thoughts .Suddenly my instinct shouted loud saying its hightime now go back home though no one at home waitin for me..but still I have few immortal thought proviking things their inside my 4 walls waiting for my return back home . i always liked gettin nostalgic .. its a pleasance pain. I started walking back home and i reached unusually late but still those immortals were awake waiting for me. i wasnt hungry so i jus lied on my bed and called back those heart snaps they somehow gave me a smile on my lips ya i felt as if i had a visit to paradise.. my heart was jus poppin up with joy after a long time but in minutes those vision escaped and i started sleeping.

Today asusual i was busy at work and i had plans to visit the same place again while back home.. and was waiting for the moon's visit for today and i left office ...my heart started running fast than my legs to enjoy the tranquillity again . Gosh ! I was not able to find that road .. i felt as if i have lost my home .. Where is it.. my heart started crying out loud . i approached a stranger and asked him explaining about the place . He gazed at me as if am a alien to that place and replied me saying he had never seen a road like that andi was jus stunned not knowing what to do.. where is my paradise ? Was it a mere illusion ? Was it a dream ? Is this what u call "paradise lost" ? can i make it happen again ? Answer me !